...I'd fight Gandhi...

Gahh Yesterday I did end up walking Casey.When I was walking her some guy was like following me it was creepy so I kept turning down any street trying to loose him it didn't work. Nothing good is on TV anymore my daily routine is so screwed (wake up, shower, eat, brush teeth, internet, watch tv for the rest of he day) gahh I'm so lost :cry: I need the tv to guide me lol that was gay sounding I love watching movies and shit like that but all they have on is "a walk to remember" and "crossroads" I hate both then they have "deliver us from eva" which just is pruny and stupid so I'm stuck doing nothing. my dad still keeps going on about that shitty short story i was writing and about the drawing of the guy with the gun held to his head...annoying me now. well I'm gonna go search the web for pics or something

Well yesterday nothing was on tv so I just read half of the day and listened to music "Adema, Tool and Flogging Molly" were on the playlist...anyway I drew some other pictures one of richard simmons yelling and one of some little kid behind a blanket but I didn't upload the richard simmons one yet so I finished the book I was reading "Key of Light" it was good and perverted but mainly good lol...no I'm not...maybe...*cough* anyway I didn't get around to the dog walking plan because it started raining (a fucking downpour damnit) so I'll probably do that when I get off this comp...I'll take casey because she craps on command..not really..Yesterday night I had coffee (on an empty stomach again!) I thought we ran out of creamer so I drank it black then when I was done with the nasty stuff there it was the stupid creamer...I had to suffer...ugh. I played Diablo II yesterday..it was boring because no one was saying anything..getting bored going to get off :D have fun!

Well last night I watched "S.W.A.T" which is a pretty good movie because I can stare at Colin Farrel for about and hour and a half except I'd prefer it were Justin Theroux because he's a really great actor and pretty interesting...anyway then after that I watched "A Knights Tale" I love that movie it's really funny one of my favorites as well. I was thinking of walking one of the dogs but then I didn't really feel like it because I'd have to walk it past asshole's house and asshole jr.'s house too maybe i'll walk ginger today so she can shit on their lawn or something...hehe..I'm imagining it right now..anyway last night i was thinking of what to draw and I needed to catch up on drawing hands, guns, and people so I thought what the hell why not a hostage situation so I was taking my sweet time (about two hours) on drawing it. I was nearly done shading it when my dad walks in the room and asks to see what i was drawing...this isn't as bad as the cat and dog fighting water color but it had a gun held to someone's head. [url=www.geocities.com/twilightkatana/hs.html]click to see it[/url] ..so he was it frowned and walked away into my moms room where they probably think it's a cry for help or some BS like that...goddamn i'm so screwed anyway I told them I wanted to join the marines and tey were all like "Nu-Uh no way in hell are you joining the marines it's a death wish! goto college!" I was thinking about going to college like a stupid art college in vermont and then after college I would move to Wicklow IE where I would work at a gallery or something gay like that...anyway I'm getting bored
I'm Out for today

The first complete day of spring break...sucked. I was bored because my parents made me go to the mall with them. my mom kept talking to me like I was a demented 3 year old. I watched "intolerable cruelty" today, it was funny and pretty good. and my adema shirt I ordered came in the mail today...I feel bored right now..which I most likely am...I'm going to start drawing some crap probably this whole week off because I'll be stuck in the house all day.missing jake. .I don't like going outside I'm a hermit damnit! I boycotted wearing shorts over the summer lol goddamn I have no life...I'm out :arrow:

I think I'm over reacting I always do when I drink coffee on an empty stomach...which is all the time. My head hurts and I feel like death keeled over :cry: Today is the first day of spring break..I should be happy after all the days I have off of school but I'm not :P I don't really care for my high school, the teacher's are nice it's mainly the students that kind of bother me, in my sceince class the kids went all predjudice (spelling?) on the teacher because he doesn't believe in god...I personally don't care what people believe in or don't but they went balistic and literally started yelling at him. And my sister got in trouble for writing a story in english class with too much detail in it (blood and gore mainly) but it was supposed to be a scary story that was the assignment, the teacher she has is a prissy..lol..sorry. I'll probably lay around my whole spring break because I'm not going anywhere..TV is my life outside of school otherwise I have no life (I'm a sad sad person)I'll be waiting for spring break to be over the entire time I'm off gonna miss jake (jesus I'm a freaking loser lol) wow... I was going to sign up for track this year but I got confused on where to get the sign up form so I'm screwed with that...
-gonna go draw or something... :roll:

Nothing really happened today, I was going to say somethign to Jake but decided not too so I just smiled and he smiled back...kind of lame sounding but that's all I could think of doing at the time. Except right after he swore really loud cause one of his friends shoved him and he almost fell on his face :cry: I watched "National Security" last night it was pretty funny. I threw away my stupid lunch ticket on accident so I had to use my money to buy a rip off of a lunch 1,00 for a freaking blueberry muffin and the whole schools lunch is 2 bucks...stupid people...I scared the living crap out of myself last night, I drank too much coffee before going to bed so I couldn't sleep so I decided to fix my tattoo a bit I went in the very dark basement and blew the curcuit breaker, screamed like hell and ran up the stairs into my room. I locked the door the whole night...I only got 1 hour of sleep though the coffee never wore off today so I was up writing most of the night for my stupid website... It's a stupid site really :P
-i'm out

I watched "Stand by me" last night, pretty funny movie nice meaning as well. And today I watched "my bosses daughter" I don't like ashton kutcher much but it made me laugh so that's my money's worth right there. I've been listening to "Tool" for a week straight and still like them, usually when I listen to the same band for a week straight I burn them out...but not this time I guess. Uhh I'll probably try to watch another movie tonight don't know which one yet though I'll check the guide. It's almost spring break just after this week, I got friday off so that's good in a way I won't be able to see Jake though...getting obsessed need to calm down :oops: , I'll work on my faggish website soon today I think it sucks though..oh well...I'm out

Well...today was fun... not really I watched "the recruit" and "lost in translation" and I'm going to watch "stand by me" at 8:00Pm...the thing is I don't watch tv shows that much, I have satellite so channels 300 to 356 are movie channels so I watch that all day. I got yelled at today by my dad I was typing some lame assed short story and I forgot to exit the screen when I left my room and he read it, it had so many swears and mixed swears I could think of put into it. well I am really, probably going to join the marines I have made up my mind :P I gotta fix up my stupid website though. I'm thinking of deleting it because no one knows about it at all...And I still really like Jake that'll never change too..maybe it will but right now it won't I hope It won't ..

There's nothing going for me right now, I'm bored out of my ass and I no career interest after high school. I can't be a teacher because I would corrupt america's youth and "god forbid that happen.." they are already corrupted in drugs, sex and life. I will never have Jake or anything close to a friendship with him so I might as well just join the army, might be interesting. Plus I've been training for it since the past three months doing fifty push-ups each morning and night. Maybe I'll be put in front line...that'd be great. :shock: so bored... :(

You don't know him I do, He's so cute :D I really like him :) He doesn't know me though :x so that sucks ass...I don't know why I'm typing this shit out..Pretty pathetic. Anyway, I was walking in the hallway and my sister was next to me...so reason we ended up beating the shit out of eachother, don't know how it started all I know is that I won.

New to this blog thing :? I have been editing this one portrait I drew a while ago, of this one guy I like :oops: anyway my parents keep going nuts about the bills a lot lately and it's kind of pissing me off a lot. I need to update my website sometime this week or next week, I don't know why I bother with it, it's really boring I think because it's just an art website with all of my artwork on it :( anyway I'm gonna go now my sister is rushing me.